No doubt, it is a miracle!!

It is really difficult to find a new apartment, especially at the right time and with the right person.

Today, a miracle happens. We walked in to the leasing office, and immediately received a lease which starts at September 1 - the exact day my old lease ends. It's a nice apartment at the top floor. Most of my friends are going to be my neighbours.

Yesterday, when I dreamed about this kind of situation, everybody, including myself, laughed at me. But today, it becomes true. I am going to live with my closest friend here in a wonderful place!

I can't express my feeling very well because of my poor English. So, I made this conclusion:

IT IS A MIRACLE!!!!

Sometimes, I hate myself

I am a very lucky guy. I've got some precious friends who always help me and stand on my side. But sometimes, I am too dull to realize that these people who I care about are facing a hard time. I have done something so stupid that might even hurt them before I know what's going on.

I really do not mean to hurt them, and I know that they will forgive me because they know me. This feeling is the worst of the worst. I hate myself. Really!